Friday, June 18, 2010

The doors.

A door before her.

All her life, she always heard of people speaking of doors of opportunity, doors of new wonders, but not much about the exit. Probably because the exit is always perceived as a bad thing. But being in a room with closed door, isn't really a good thing, because the longer she stayed in the room, the more uncomfortable she start getting, and thats when she starts to realize that the walls of the room seem to be closing down on her. The room she sat in begin to seem so small, like there wasn't enough air to breath anymore.

She took the exit.

The gesture of opening the door could mean an exit or an entrance. Before you could open a door, you've got to close the one you're in. And who said leaving was ever easy? Closing the doors behind her, all she remember is the reason she took the exit, she recalls the words..

If you know you are worth more than that, than go and get what you're worth for.

So she did. Now how about you?

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

The dream.

Remember that time you woke up into a beautiful day. A new day with new promises and new experiences. But then it slowly started to get darker, the clouds began to gather, like its forming a dark shadow against you.

She ran.

There are two ways a man can run. He can either run away or run towards something. But she's running, towards or away, she has no idea. Some say she is running away from her duties, some say she is running towards ruins. She needed a solace. So she ran, until she came to a dead end. And all there was before her eye was the open sea.

She jumped.

The salt water pierced into her eye. It gushed into her lungs, forcing the air out, and slowly pulling her down under. Until she heard a voice ask-why jump?

When she awoke to another day, she did not find a solace. Because thats not what she really needed to rise up again. But she found something else. She found a reason. Just one reason to keep going on.

I hope you will find it someday too.