Monday, September 6, 2010

Let it rain

Her anecdote.

The past couple of weeks has been so wonderful to her, it still is - a little. That's because the past couple of weeks has turned its back on her, and is plotting with disappointment and worry. Some say, it is only after a fall, we will stand up stronger, I couldn't agree more. Now, I'm not suggesting that she is falling. She is slipping, yes, not falling. She is loosing her grip, loosing her steps-yes. We've all been there isn't it? Doubts, worry and anxiety.

The Ark.

She has been working on- lets say a huge ark. Because she thought the rain was going to come- a flood. So she makes the announcements, builds the boat and gathers the people. A lot of people. And these people have said their goodbyes to their belongings, some have crushed their homes and memories built. So she's really positive about this ark and the rain, and the flood. Only problem here is, the past few days the sky seemed really clear and bright, like it could almost laugh at her plans.

Knock

That's when doubt came knocking at her door. And she can still hear its voice. Then again, she remember someone once said, when doubt comes knocking at your door, let faith get the door. If only its as easy as it is said. Especially when faith likes playing hide and seek.

Wait and Believe.

But it all comes down to a choice isn't it. A choice to search faith or loose it and find fear instead. Its time to wait and believe. The ark is built, the people are here. Now, wait and believe. Sometimes its so difficult to believe, to let faith answer the door when fear has reached the door handle. Difficult - but not impossible. As of now, the doors are still unanswered.The knocks are turning into loud bangs now.

Well, if you happen to bump into faith, tell her I'm looking for her. Tell her its urgent.

Lord, let it rain - please.